damnn. damnn. arhh. bet i gonna flung my paper. PQM. PQM. the ever first time i sleep without really studying for the paper. sigh. useless me. even the 5 hours of studying with iz xian and sam today can't help me anything. it's full of shits. it's just mcq and 2 short simple qns and... damn hua! she sucks.
i'm short of cashes. tried so hard to stop spending cut expenditure but it seems like it does nt much of a help. lousy lousy. report due this friday. omg. my life's full of shits. arhh.
i slow down my steps and take a look around people around me. and i find that i am so much better then them. but why do i still feel so demoralize. feel so lousy about myself. why am i still not contended with everything i have and ard me. why why why. smtimes u need not really prove that you're really good ba. i wan to tink positive but the devil always overrulez me. i bet i need real love care and concern from people around me. blah! or perhaps i am just greedy. sigh.
